Posted: October 18, 2020 Filed under: Musings, Relationships | Tags: anxiety, BDSM, Communication, D/s, dievca, exhaustion, healing, Life, peace
Am I ahead?
Or am I behind?
Is doesn’t really matter,
when one is tired and lost.
If you figure it out,
please give a call.
Or text, or email.
To get the message through.
Until then, I plan to drift~
Floating Lanterns available here.
Posted: May 19, 2017 Filed under: Analysis, Discussion, Relationships | Tags: anxiety, avoidance, BDSM, breaking up, D/s, dievca, Life, missed opportunities, NYC, Relationships
So sad that you took all of my joy in you, willingness to give and just threw it away.
I kept asking for answers, trying to explain what was happening to me.
And you didn’t realize the issues or couldn’t self-reflect to discuss my queries.
Avoidance and uncertainty causing me to feel unsafe and anxious.
I know, I know – that is human and that is Life.
But, “I’ll never date you”, pulled the emergency brake as we stepped on the gas.
Maybe we could have had something where you got to be open and happy.
And where I felt safe and beautiful.
If you had just taken a chance and asked me to be yours.
Photo: unknown, situation - a close friend