Its been gridlock all day…
Posted: January 31, 2023 Filed under: Home and Garden, Neighborhood Anecdotes (NYC) | Tags: BDSM, D/s, dievca, frustration, Life, NYC, traffic, US President Leave a comment
even on the bike.
Still chewing on it~
Posted: August 3, 2022 Filed under: Musings | Tags: BDSM, D/s, dievca, elderly parents, Family, frustration, grief, Life, Life Changes, Love, Master, pondering, submissive Leave a commentdievca is pondering her Life:
“This Ponderous, Man. really Ponderous”
Seven and a half years later and she is still pondering her Life:
- Does she look for a new job?
- Does she get a 3rd graduate degree and change careers?
- Does she write a Children’s Book? (an inside joke on dievca)
- Does she move from NYC?
- Does she stay put?
- Will she get cancer? (Her brother is going through Chemo for a stage 2 form)
- Shouldn’t she be connecting with her cousins more?
Master stated that when you lose both of your Parents, you lose an anchor to your family – you are now “truly” an adult. dievca sees it as the two people who loved her just because she existed and were behind her in any situation good or bad are gone. The guaranteed love safety net is gone.
It’s taken 6 months for that to hit home….
Time to buy a new pair of shoes (note the survivalist theme and Midwestern moment):
ACNE Studios green desert boot high sneakers
Then dievca will sing this song:
People can be stupid.
Posted: March 2, 2022 Filed under: Discussion, Entertainment | Tags: BDSM, D/s, dievca, exhaustion, frustration, irritation, Life, poor mental attitude, stupidity, submissive, work 2 Comments
Nobody calls when its quiet. Everyone calls when you are in the middle of Life. It doesn’t take 11 e-mails to get one item completed. Why can’t newcasters tie their own shoes without a teleprompter? Add that you are missing sleep and trying to function in a Public World. dievca is a crab who is trying to be very nice at this moment – when she really just wants to snap everyone’s head off with her claws…
Sorry about the whigning – dievca really needs sleep.
A sense of release~
Posted: July 9, 2021 Filed under: Clothing, Home and Garden | Tags: Age, attachment, BDSM, Body Image, closet, D/s, dievca, Emotions, frustration, Life, perimenopause, resale, submissive Leave a comment
When your body changes and you decide that half of the clothes you have kept on-hand are out of your realm of revisiting, it is depressing and frustrating. Add that one foot has grown a size because of breakage, so gorgeous shoes that no longer fit need to be weeded out.
You push yourself to rip through the closets and try-on EVERYTHING….
1st you sell to Buffalo Exchange and Crossroads (made $200) – the “better” load goes to The RealReal (photo of boxes for pick-up). High-end pieces to Vestiaire Collective or Decades. Leftovers and rags to Goodwill – and you find a place for those good condition bras at freethegirls.org. Who knows if they actually use the bras, but you are able to pack and send then out of your apartment – rather than looking at them in disgust because they are excellent quality and you cannot figure out what to do with them.
Release!
The closet now holds clothing you can wear IMMEDIATELY and pieces that you could wear in a pinch, shoes that don’t take 10 minutes to get on because of the foot issue.
And a few pieces you couldn’t let go of~
dievca has killed herself the past 10 days.
In a Panic…
Posted: May 2, 2021 Filed under: Dresses | Tags: BDSM, Body Type, closet, clothing size, COVID-19, D/s, dievca, frustration, gala, perimenopause, submissive 2 Commentsdievca has an outdoor event to attend. The 1st of its kind in a year +.
Even after the never-ending process of reducing her closet – she has a number of items available to wear – IF THEY FIT WELL. Health and movement-wise, dievca is in pretty good shape. Deep sleep (physical recovery sleep) and perimenopause-wise, her body shape has shifted – a belly has appeared. Her closet hasn’t shifted to keep up with it because she wants to see what happens with menopause and HRT.
God, what to wear without looking pregnant.
Before she goes digging deep – here is what she thinks will fit easily:
Eliza Faulkner Cotton Sissy Dress
Loup Charmant Hydrus Dress Cadmium Red
Faithfull the Brand Sonja Dress
Then there is the question of a matching mask~
Cross-fingers. dievca will let you know what she finally decides to wear.
Frustration – Classic Editor
Posted: October 11, 2020 Filed under: Disasters, Discussion | Tags: BDSM, Blogging, Classic Editor, D/s, dievca, frustration, pleasure, submissive, Wordpress 4 Comments
Is anyone else absolutely frustrated?
OK, COVID-19 and the election are more important and annoying – but the WordPress switch to the new editor is infuriating.
Many people blog for pleasure. They are not looking for the newest, hottest technology. If that was the case, they would have moved to Instagram ages ago. Or follow whatever trend rolls through~
dievca – the blog, doesn’t translate to YouTube, Instagram, or Twitter well. The risqué content limits the audience reached through the WordPress search options. Yet, the blog format works with dievca’s content and has drawn an audience via Google/search engines – not WordPress.
Why does dievca know this? she bought a Business Plan to use Classic Editor plug-in. Yes – she could create on the plug-in, but her blog posts were stored in a staging area and then pushed to WordPress. she lost access to her audience except for people who receive the blog via email or will look for her directly on WordPress. No more search engines, Pinterest or photos connections, etc. she had a drop of about 200-300 views.
dievca explained the numbers to the lovely “Happiness Engineer” and got her money back. The blog numbers are recovering.
So, now she is on the new editor and tried to load a number of photos… Think of her multiple photos of Sophia Loren in lingerie – not easily done in the new editor. Or maybe it is, but it will take dievca 3 hours to figure it out! Not a pleasure to blog.
Alright – dievca apologises – she is whinging.
But is anyone else frustrated?
dievca 