Are you sure?

Walking away by Melissa-Cupcake on DeviantArt

Walking away by Melissa-Cupcake on DeviantArt

Are you sure you paid attention,
To her wants and needs?

Or did you get distracted by the lives of others,
Because there wasn’t any drama.

When did you finally notice,
That she slipped away?

Quietly.
Without fanfare.

Oh, just now?
I see, you can’t find her.

THE ZOMBIES – 1965 – “She’s Not There”


Balls?

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Madewell x Pintrill® Avocado Friendship Pin Set

Aztec Symbolism

  • Long before avocado was widespread, the fruit was named “ahacatl” by the Aztecs. This name translates to testicles and often refers to the hanging shape featured on the avocado tree. The fruit grows in pairs, which helps explain the “ahacatl” name even more. The name is still used today in some cultures.

Love

  • The pairs of avocados not only translate to “ahacatl,” but can be a symbol for love. A pair of avocados represents each person in a couple, living and growing together on a tree. The avocado tree lives for hundreds of years, keeping their love alive as long as the tree is growing. In Colombia, a man often picked two avocados and gave one to his wife as an outward display of love for his partner.

Growth

  • Originally coming from Mexico and Central America, the Avocado tree is also called “alligator pear” because of its green, occasionally rough fruits. Avocado trees grow rapidly, reaching up to 35 m (115 ft) in height and 50 cm (20 inch) in trunk diameter. The Avocado bears fruit after only 4 years from when it has been planted. The age of a fully grown tree can be hundreds of years.

dievca grew up eating avocados in salads, but when she left home – she stopped eating them.  Master turned her on to avocados, again. And now she has them in omelets, on toast, in salads, mixed with mustard and alfalfa sprouts-as a sandwich spread, etc.

In honor of Master’s Love and dievca’s joy of sharing in it – dievca asked Master to split the Madewell x Pintrill® Avocado Friendship Pin Set with her. The pins were attached to their work bags.  Silly, dievca knows – but it makes her smile when she sees her pin.  And it never hurts to have a reason to smile.

(Hmmm, the other item Master eats a lot of is bananas. Wonder what the symbolism is there…)


to receive this…

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Adamjk Balloons, $15, available at Adamjk. (click on the photo to purchase)

would be such a shock — but wouldn’t you start to laugh, immediately?


Life

My day off.

We agreed we needed different things at the moment. Master wasn’t planning to come over to have a meal, to talk or D/s.  So, I didn’t expect Him.

new-york-usa-manhattan-city-morning-dawn-skyscrapers-buildings_2560x1600In having the day scheduled for myself; no work, no obligations, no Dominant…I slept in fully and awoke to a beautiful sunny day.

coffeeWandered out to make coffee, read some blogs, talked to a friend in Europe, stripped and remade the bed, took a shower and felt horny.

With the drapes pulled open and the sun cascading in – stretching out on clean sheets would be amazing, but I would use a towel to catch any fluids.

What was I feeling?
Hood, cock gag, mini-clothes pins, anal plug, two vibrators.

Disguise Open Mouth Hood with Padded Blindfold Penis Gag glitter clothes pins Glass Anal Plug

Iroha Fit Mika Yellow

JimmyJane Form2

First to go in was the anal plug – so I could see what I was doing and wash my hands, thoroughly. Then, I put the hood and gag on.

Spread out on the bed, open to the eyes of NYC, I played with my nipples and placed a mini-clip on each.

clothespinUsing lube to generate more wetness below, I inserted the yellow vibrator into my pussy. The motion tickled the anal plug caused me to become wetter and when I touched the second vibrator to my clit it took no time for me to orgasm violently enough to shoot the anal plug out.

I lay in the sun, absorbing its warmth until I decided that I would try to orgasm a second time, later in the day.

Tan Legs in Bed

italian-plumsToys, plug and gag cleaned up. I wrapped the towel around my naked body to wander the apartment. More coffee, text messages, phone calls, toes wiggling in the sun, a couple of really ripe Italian plums.

On the way to the bathroom to rinse off the plum juice, the bed was still bathed in sunlight, completely inviting.

All the items drying in the bathroom were ready to be used again.

anal-plug-in-bedRe-inserting the anal plug was easier because I was open. No hood, or mini-clips. Wet, I knelt and spread into my presentation position. Inserting the long vibrator into my pussy, I shorted the circuit signals to my brain, fluttering between anal sex and doggy style. Orgasming the second time was fast and violent as the first.

grohe-ondus-thermostatic-shower-mixerToys and plug cleaned, a second rinse in the shower, lotion and robe wrapped around me, I received a text from Master. “I’m coming over.”

Which made me wet a third time.

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For Master, I will wait kneeling in the nude at the door.
I will offering Him my breasts, pussy and ass in our ritual for shifting to D/s.
I won’t put a towel down on the bed — just the fresh sheets, open arms and whatever He wants me to do.

We may not always see eye to eye on Life. But in D/s and sex – we always come back together and share fully.


A Smile for the Spooky Evening…

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dievca – 10/31/2016 NYC

You can take the dievca out of the Midwest,
but you cannot take the Midwest out of the dievca.
XO


Vice? or Virtue~

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Depends upon your POV.Cast Made in LA
Sometimes silence and saliva are a desired look for a submissive. Cast of Vices honors the choice of a Dominant with a Ball Gag Choker. An edgy way to wear your BDSM leanings. cast-of-vices-bondage-ball-necklace cast-of-vices-bondage-ball-necklace-leather
Or perhaps your Sir or Mistress prefers a Ring Gag.cast-of-vices-ring-gag-choker


In a different Mood~

Master was in a Mood yesterday.

He has tried to find time to get work done, but Life has got in His way. And then His dievca had enough of feeling blamed, so she snapped back hard. “Master, I only see you so often — I am not the problem. You have added people to your Life. and I have not asked for more time, in fact, we haven’t met as much. Stop blaming me for your lack of progress.”

That did it.

chained heels

Master grabbed His dievca and told her that she was to strip fully except for heels and His collar, no presentation outfit allowed. He then commanded that she lay belly down on the cold glass coffee table. Master put on the wrist and ankle cuffs and locked them with padlocks. He spread her legs and chained her ankles to the table legs in a spread-eagled position. dievca’s wrists, He clipped together behind her back.

Silence reigned as Master collected items from the kitchen.

Then Master began to speak, “I am trying to get work done” – SWAT across dievca’s ass with a spatula. “and everyone wants and needs my attention.” SWAT, again.  Something dribbled onto dievca ass crack and pussy. A finger dove in her pussy and swirled. “If I could just be left alone for a week” – an anal plug is anchored into dievca’s ass. “I could focus fully and produce” vibrator inserted into the pussy “some good work!”

Disguise Open Mouth Hood with Padded Blindfolddievca was lifted up to a kneeling position, the vibrator adjusted and a Lycra hood with padded eye blindfold pulled over her head. Master rummaged through dievca’s purse to find her lipstick and commanded dievca to open her mouth so He could apply it. Afterward, Master inserted a ball gag into dievca’s red mouth. Her wrists were unbuckled and reconnected behind her to her ankles, so that her back was arched causing her breasts to jut forward.  Master suckled each nipple offered and as His mouth left, He clipped a clothes pin onto each engorged nipple.

Ankles and wrists“No one is honoring my space and time.” Master played with dievca’s exposed clit, and tapped the vibrator at the same time – which caused dievca to orgasm; once, twice, three times. Master continued to manipulate her sensitive body by drawing designs on the front with a fork.

Ankles and wrists 2

“I need to get work done.” Master unbuckled dievca’s wrists from her ankles, leaned her forward so that her forehead rested on a towel which put her ass in the air.  He re-buckled her wrists to her ankles,  between her legs.

The vibrator fell out of dieva’s pussy and was replaced with Master’s Cock.  Master moved inside of dievca to become harder and removed Himself from dievca’s pussy to swat her ass with His hand. “I want people  to leave me alone, so I can focus.” Master removed the anal plug, added more lube and slid His Cock into dievca’s ass. dievca orgasmed immediately, squeezing Master’s Cock hard. Holding dievca’s hips Master began to move when he felt His dievca opening up. dievca started to orgasm over and over, clenching and squeezing Master. Master swatted dievca ass to re-focus and moved deeper when he knew she was fully relaxed.

As Master was fucking her fully, he says “I am not blaming you for my not getting any work done, I’m just mentioning it to you. With you, I am fully in control and will take what I want when I want it. You are my submissive. You do not control me, you gave your power to me.”

dievca continued to orgasm and Master finally decided to remove His hard Cock from her ass.

He unbuckled His dievca carefully, but left the cuffs, gag and hood on her.  He unchained her ankles from the coffee table and helped her up carefully, then took her to the bedroom. Master removed deivca’s heels and the clothespins before laying her down on the bed and connecting her collar to the bedpost with the chain lead.  Sounds of a condom being removed and hands being wash occurred in the nearby bathroom. Master returned to the bed to lay down and spoon His dievca for about 10 minutes. When He got up, Master removed the ball gag, and says “I want silence” then re-connected dievca’s two ankles together. He connected her two wrists together in the front and said “I’m going to shower and work for 2 hours – you are to sleep.”

Sleeping Bounddievca immediately fell asleep and was left on the bed for a long time period. she woke up gently as she felt the cuffs being unlocked and removed. Master rolled her onto her back and kissed her gently. With the hood/blindfold still on, He helped dievca sit-up and pressed a glass of water into her hands. After dievca finished drinking, Master removed the glass to place it on the table and disconnected the lead from the bedpost. He pulled on the lead gently to move dievca’s head to rest upon His thigh and dievca knew to put Master’s soft Cock in her mouth.

This is one of dievca’s favorite treats. Master’s Cock isn’t soft very often. And true to form Master’s Cock grew hard, immediately. Placed deep – the Cock touched the back of dievca’s throat. As it grew,  dievca could not hold all of it in her mouth.  Master guided dievca to her knees and stood in front of her on the bed. He used the chain lead to guide her mouth to His Cock and inserted it fully. dievca immediately licked and Worshiped Her Master Cock as she loves to do.  she knows it gives Him a great deal of pleasure and in return it pleasures her, too.

Cock WorshipAfter a time, Master ripped off the hood and grabbed dievca’s head to look into her eyes. He then held her steady to face fuck her. dievca grabbed  Master’s ass and opened her throat as far as possible. Master told dievca to touch her clit and they came off together, dievca tasted the salt and swallowed as much of Master’s semen as she could, the rest spilling across her face and chest. Master lifted dievca for a kiss and shared the salt.

Shower TogetherBoth Master and dievca fell onto the bed and Master removed the chain lead.  Breathing hard while hearts were pounding, dievca and Master caught their breath and relaxed into each other.  After some time in La La Land, they meandered into a shared shower and then out to the kitchen to eat.


Making a List: BDSM style

Coco de Mer Beautiful Bondage - Copy

Master asked His dievca to make a gift list for the Holidays.
she has never asked for a D/s gift.
dievca went looking for elegant BDSM.
And she found it….at the Coco de Mer website.
DANGEROUS!
The exquisite pieces on dievca’s list need to be shared.
D/s or not~

ABSIDEM

Absidem Cateye Blindfold - Copy Absidem Jolene Collar - Copy Absidem Jolene Lead - Copy Absidem Janice Cuffs - Copy Absidem Forget Me Not Paddle - Copy

SYLVIE MONTHULE

Sylvie Monthule Secret River Necklace and Nipple Clamps

COCO DE MER

Coco de Mer Brown Leather Flogger - Copy Coco de Mer Brown Leather Lead - Copy Coco de Mer Brown Leather Crop - Copy

Fräulein Kink

Fräulein Kink python cuffs - Copy Fräulein Kink Crystak tipped bondage ropes - Copy

PAUL SEVILLE

Paul Seville Leather Snakeskin Mask - Copy Paul Seville Leather Snakeskin T-strap snakeskin restraints Paul Seville Leather Snakeskin Paddle - Copy Paul Seville Horsse Hair Whip - Copy Paul Seville x Coco de Mer Angel Posture CollarPaul Seville x Coco de Mer Angel Vanity Paddle Paul Seville Slim Molded Collar Paul Seville Handcuff Bracelets - Copy Paul Seville Blue Feather Tickler - Copy Paul Seville Blue Ball Gag - Copy

And a preview of what will be under the tree for Master.

Christmas Present - Copy

 


Bakermat and the influence of Gospel ~ Direct Appeal

From dievca’s heart
“Teach me, Master”

Learning to stay young and vibrant forever.

Bakermat

Teach me Master
Master teach me
Oh, I would not live
Live a liar
Teach me how to wait
I tell you the reason why
When I bow down at the altar
Teach me what to say

Cmon Master
Teach me Master, teach me
(chorus)

Teach me Master
Master teach me
Oh, I would not live
Live a liar
Teach me how to wait
I tell you the reason why
Teach me how to wait
I tell you the reason why
When I bow down at the altar
Teach me what to say (2x)

Cmon Master
Teach me Master, teach me
(chorus)

And the Original Gospel Song:

 


Happy Halloween!

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Carol Wiseman for Lascivious: Provocative Chains

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Carol Wiseman Jewellery
Three Pieces:

1.) Harness Necklace

dievca loves to be chained and the Carol Wiseman Harness Necklace is an exquisitely elegant solution. Whether worn for aesthetic enjoyment or sensual play, this piece will never be overlooked. Featuring a rose gold ring Collar which loops around the neck connected to a chain that drops to an apex point mid-torso, the chain then circles the body and is adjustable using a leather fastening behind the back. There is detachable chain lead. £403.00
(And isn’t the Lascivious Body Suit Amazing, too?)
Carol Wiseman Harness Necklace
 http://www.lascivious.co.uk/collaborations/carol-wiseman/carol-wiseman-harness-necklace.html

2.) Ring Cuff

This delicate erotic play-Ring/Cuffs can be worn in pairs and fastened together to create handcuffs. Or worn on its own as an elegant piece of jewellery.  Beautifully crafted in 18 ct rose gold, it will also make a boldly directional BDSM statement for those in the know. £285.00

Carol Wiseman Ring Cuff http://www.lascivious.co.uk/carol-wiseman-ring-cuff.html

3.) Gag Headpiece

A striking rose gold head-piece featuring elegant chains positioned across the head and from the crown, meeting at an apex point at the bridge of the nose and cascading beneath the cheek-bones to meet a rose gold bar gag with leather fastening. Can be accessorised with the detachable chain, which can also be attached at the back of the head to create a reign. £303.00

Carol Wiseman Rose Gold gaghttp://www.lascivious.co.uk/carol-wiseman-gag-headpiece.html

                                                                                                                                                                     

The three pieces beautifully express dievca’s desire to be chained by her Master.
Some pieces could be worn in public without an eyebrow being raised — other pieces might have to wait for privacy.
All are exceptional.

Carol Wiseman for LasciviousGlasgow born designer Carol Wiseman achieved her MA in Fashion from the prestigious Central Saint Martins, where she specialised in Jewellery for Fashion. Prior to this she graduated from Glasgow School of Art with BA (Hons) in Silversmithing & Jewellery, where she received an award for innovative design, for her final collection.From jewellery & accessories, to masks, harnesses & conceptual body pieces, she continues to work on showpieces for the catwalk, press and for editorial. And now, September 2013 sees the launch of her solo debut women’s jewellery collection.Collaborations and collections for fashion designers include Danielle Scutt, Julien Macdonald, Gharani Strok, Louise Goldin, Avsh Alom Gur and Miki Fukai. Along with her role as a jewellery designer for the design collective House of Blueeyes.

Carol remains unrestricted in her sense of applying jewellery and accessories, by continuing to create pieces across the board, from fashion showpieces to bespoke commissions.

http://www.carolwiseman.co.uk/


Caught Drooling: Bag and Ball Gag

Caught Drooling

CHLOÉ
Python Medium Baylee Bag

Drool:
dievca saw this bag,
started to drool
and had a flashback

Two Facts:

  1. dievca can be very loud.
  2. Master’s neighbors are back from living in Europe

Master had to use the ball gag on dievca for her first time ever.  The good news is that dievca’s broken nose has healed well and she could breathe easily.  The bad news is that dievca drooled terribly. (Note: Master has been training His dievca that it is acceptable and desirable to be very messy.)

Now, dievca knows that people will scoff at her and her ball gag fears. Please remember that dievca had to have her nose rebuilt as a child and then she broke it two more times when she was older.  dievca was really worried about breathing. Master allowed His dievca to look at the ball gag He purchased for her because He knew the neighbors were coming home. But, Master would not allow her to test it out. He wanted His dievca to anticipate the ball gag’s use.

She anticipated…..and when she heard the footsteps of the neighbors walking around their apartment, she knew~

Initially, Master tried to keep His dievca quiet with cockworship and by facing her and kissing the noise away. When He decided to flip her — the ball gag became necessary. This has something to do with dievca being quiet all her life and when she finally learned to let go — she has done so in a BIG way. Master doesn’t want that release to be bottled up ever again by His telling dievca to be silent. So, the ball gag had to be used.

It was fine.
dievca could breathe fine — no panicking! Master had bought a smaller ball gag.  Muted noises still escaped, the gag was uncomfortable after a time. When dievca’s jaw got tired, she drooled terribly. But dievca learned that she can let go with wild abandon when all three holes are filled.
More important, Master didn’t have to worry about offending a neighbor who has sexual challenges~

Now, dievca knows that drooling is expected and acceptable,
so it is o.k. if she drools for the CHLOÉ Baylee bag.

Details:

Chloé Caribbean Blue python medium Baylee bag.
  • Polished goldtone hardware
  • Lined with fabric; zip pocket and slip pockets at interior
  • Rolled top handles; detachable, adjustable shoulder strap
  • Two-way-zip closure at top
  • 9.5″ height x 13.0″ width x 7.0″ depth (approximately)
  • 4.5″ handle drop, 17.0″ maximum strap drop (approximately)
  • Made in Italy
  • Click photo for purchase information

Some additional reading about the ball gag experience that made dievca feel better:
http://www.submissiveguide.com/2012/08/perspectives-gags/
http://bonbon.kinky-blogging.com/2012/08/06/my-perspective-gags/

BTW, she is not quite here ~

Gag Photo


Merry Christmas!

Holiday Ball Gag

 XO dievca


Something handsome for Master…..or Mistress

Something for Master.

At $20,000, this gorgeous Coach-Billy Reid Warrior Tote in Alligator will hold Master’s tools of the trade. Can you see your Mistress pulling out a black silk blindfold, ball gag and shearling bondage restraints?
dievca cannot wait.