How are you holding up? What’s your stress? Do you know? Can masturbation help?

Stress is a feeling of emotional or physical tension. It can come from any event or thought that makes you feel frustrated, angry, or nervous. Stress is your body’s reaction to a challenge or demand. In short bursts, stress can be positive, such as when it helps you avoid danger or meet a deadline.

Emotional symptoms of stress include:

  • Becoming easily agitated, frustrated, and moody
  • Feeling overwhelmed, like you are losing control or need to take control
  • Having difficulty relaxing and quieting your mind
  • Feeling bad about yourself (low self-esteem), lonely, worthless, and depressed
  • Avoiding others

Physical symptoms of stress include:

  • Low energy
  • Headaches
  • Upset stomach, including diarrhea, constipation, and nausea
  • Aches, pains, and tense muscles
  • Chest pain and rapid heartbeat
  • Insomnia
  • Frequent colds and infections
  • Loss of sexual desire and/or ability
  • Nervousness and shaking, ringing in the ear, cold or sweaty hands and feet
  • Dry mouth and difficulty swallowing
  • Clenched jaw and grinding teeth

Cognitive symptoms of stress include:

  • Constant worrying
  • Racing thoughts
  • Forgetfulness and disorganization
  • Inability to focus
  • Poor judgment
  • Being pessimistic or seeing only the negative side

Behavioral symptoms of stress include:

  • Changes in appetite — either not eating or eating too much
  • Procrastinating and avoiding responsibilities
  • Increased use of alcohol, drugs, or cigarettes
  • Exhibiting more nervous behaviors, such as nail-biting, fidgeting, and pacing

Blood tests can be used to estimate how much stress one is experiencing. A cortisol blood test is one of the most commonly used blood tests. Cortisol is a hormone that is released by the adrenal glands when one is under stress. Higher levels of cortisol would indicate higher levels of stress.

Explore stress management strategies, such as:

  • Getting regular physical activity
  • Practicing relaxation techniques, such as deep breathing, meditation, yoga, tai chi or massage
  • Keeping a sense of humor
  • Spending time with family and friends
  • Setting aside time for hobbies, such as reading a book or listening to music
  • Self-Care

WHAT ARE THE HEALTH BENEFITS OF MASTURBATION?
Little scientific research has been conducted to examine the benefits of masturbation. However, many experts have weighed in to say it can help combat anxiety, depression, and stress. Psychologist Dr. Becky Spelman, based in London, said endorphins secreted by the body during climax boost mental health.

Dr. Spelman, a relationship expert for We-Vibe, said masturbation can have physical benefits, too. In older women, it can maintain vaginal health and prevent vaginal atrophy – which often strikes at that stage in life. Endorphins, which give the same natural high as exercise can, can reduce pain.

Writing for The Conversation, two researchers at the University of Sydney said self-pleasuring can ward off a host of illnesses. These include cystitis and diabetes, while insomnia can be reduced through hormonal and tension release, the pair said.

Aim to find active ways to manage your stress. Inactive ways to manage stress — such as watching television, surfing the internet, or playing video games — may seem relaxing, but they may increase your stress over the long term.

Be sure to get plenty of sleep and eat a healthy, balanced diet. Avoid tobacco use, excess caffeine and alcohol, and the use of illegal substances.


Wearing a Man’s shirt (a dievca disaster)

dievca looked great upon arrival to Master’s (see below).
Too bad she forgot the food and presentation lingerie…
she did remember a collar, vibrator (shmoo), anal plug, penis gag, and hood.
Priorities? Or perimenopause….

dievca asked Master for one of His button-down dress shirts
she rinsed off, inserted the anal plug, put on Master’s Collar, added lipstick, buttoned the shirt up over her naked body and sauntered out to the living room.
she then asked Master if He would be willing to watch His dievca masturbate on the chair across the room. Master was game.

dievca unbuttoned the top of the shirt to give a hint of cleavage, lifted the hem and draped a leg over the arm of the chair to give Master a clear view of her pussy. Master smiled as she broke out the shmoo and placed it on her clit.

Something was missing.

dievca strapped the penis gag to her mouth and explained to Master that she would like to imagine she was sucking Master’s Cock as she masturbated. Master’s Cock grew large as He watched His dievca.

Something was still wrong.

dievca took off the penis gag and asked Master if He would be willing to allow dievca to suck His Cock instead of watching. He agreed.

A ‘performance’ is fun, but audience participation is much more exciting.

And Master’s shirt was an excellent piece of Lingerie, dievca doesn’t understand why people think it is demeaning to wear a Man’s shirt….

Racked Article:
Do Women Actually Wear Men’s Dress Shirts After Sex?
Where does this trope come from, what does it mean, and does anyone really do it?

dievca’s arrival outfit for a cold blustery day:


What is the Shmoo? Self-care assistant.

dievca found a Tenga Iroha Vibrator she bought and forgot about….

Tenga Iroha Yuki Click the photo to purchase

After digging it out, she decided to use it in a moment of self-care.  It seems like it may be a good vibrator to use on a partner. The soft tip hit dievca’s clit nicely and the head can be inserted into the vaginal opening (possibly the anal opening, too). Clean up was easy.

dievca sent Master this photo:

she received a reply:

Ha! This looks like a fictional creature in a long-gone comic strip called
a shmoo.

The shmoo (plural: shmoos, also shmoon) is a fictional cartoon creature created by Al Capp (1909–1979); the character first appeared in the comic strip Li’l Abner on August 31, 1948.

A shmoo is shaped like a plump bowling pin with stubby legs. It has smooth skin, eyebrows, and sparse whiskers—but no arms, nose, or ears. Its feet are short and round, but dexterous, as the shmoo’s comic book adventures make clear. It has a rich gamut of facial expressions and often expresses love by exuding hearts over its head. Cartoonist Al Capp ascribed to the shmoo the following curious characteristics:

  • They reproduce asexually and are incredibly prolific, multiplying faster than rabbits.
  • They require no sustenance other than air.
  • Shmoos are delicious to eat and are eager to be eaten. If a human looks at one hungrily, it will happily immolate itself—either by jumping into a frying pan, after which they taste like chicken or into a broiling pan, after which they taste like steak. When roasted they taste like pork, and when baked they taste like catfish. Raw, they taste like oysters on the half-shell.
  • They also produce eggs (neatly packaged), milk (bottled, grade-A), and butter—no churning required. Their pelts make perfect boot leather or house timbers, depending on how thick one slices them.
  • They have no bones, so there’s absolutely no waste. Their eyes make the best suspender buttons, and their whiskers make perfect toothpicks. In short, they are simply the perfect ideal of a subsistence agricultural herd animal.
    Naturally gentle, they require minimal care and are ideal playmates for young children. The frolicking of shmoos is so entertaining (such as their staged “shmoosical comedies”) that people no longer feel the need to watch television or go to the movies.
  • Some of the more tasty varieties of shmoo are more difficult to catch, however. Usually, shmoo hunters, now a sport in some parts of the country, use a paper bag, flashlight, and stick to capture their shmoos. At night the light stuns them, then they may be whacked in the head with the stick and put in the bag for frying up later on.

~wiki

Hmm, look the vibrator is pretty good, but dievca doesn’t think it is quite as great as Al Capp’s Shmoon!


the Speedy Gonzales of Self-Care


Master is traveling for a few weeks and dievca has moved into self-care and anal-training. she knows that she orgasms multiple times with Master, but she’s always fascinated at how quickly she can orgasm during Masturbation. she’ll set aside 30 minutes and is done with the first orgasm in 30 seconds.

Is something wrong?

How can something be wrong if it happens and feels great, then can be repeated.

OK, it is just weird.

Just call dievca the “Speedy Gonzales” of the orgasm.


Fun…but tricky…


Good News! Master is Home.


An Enquiring Mind dances on a pinhead

Am I beautiful in my exuberance or awkward in my execution?

To be a voyeur during someone else’s masturbation:  Are you embarrassed by the awkward angles and contortions, do you get excited from the Joy that someone is achieving without you, or do you sit silent and absorb the energy expended? Is there a desire to join in with your touch?

Does it change if you are invited? Or not.

Is masturbation always a solo act and your viewing, an intense violation of privacy?

Your gain, my loss?

Did I move on without you?

And achieve more gratification from my personal choices than your sharing?

(A submissive gives fully to their Master or Mistress. Any way They want to reach pleasure and allow their submissive pleasure – it is Their choice. dievca’s Master prefers to participate and give His submissive pleasure. He’s not so into being a voyeur. What about your Master or Mistress?)

The pirouettes spun through my mind after an intense Masturbation moment upon return from Europe.


National Orgasm Day – July 31st

The celebration day started in 2015
and commences, again, on July 31st!

dievca is “in”!

Orgasm photo series – Marcos Alberti – Smile Makers

The O Project is a series of photographs taken by Marcos Alberti, a renowned Brazilian photographer who was behind the 3 Glasses project in 2016. This time, Marcos has worked with Smile Makers to create something daring, unique and meaningful: a series of photos of women before, during and after they climax through self-pleasure. Far from the fake and standardized depiction that porn gives of it, the series showcases the female orgasm as it is: DIVERSE, BEAUTIFUL and EMPOWERING!

Just to keep in mind:

Oh, Yes!

(click here for Marcos Alberti’s other photo project)


While you were gone~self-care

It has been a tough few weeks. The decision for a feeding tube, rather than hospice was a relief. Getting help for Mom was a second relief – though I still call about 4 times a day, each meal + medicine times.

A personal care moment was needed.

A lovely shower after work relaxed the muscles ~

A glass of wine soothed the mind ~

Lotion massaged all over my body and lube to the ass and pussy. Yes, to the anal plug.

Iroha Fit Mika Yellow


Accoutrements acquired.
Beginning with a gentle touch. I massaged my breasts and my pussy. Laying on my back with the anal plug squeezed between my plump cheeks.

Feeling the clit swell and become more sensitive. I took my time, continuing to massage my body, willing it to focus and feel.

Adding the hood and penis gag, allowed me to move into my head and create images in my mind to motivate my body. The mind is a powerful tool. Switching from my finger to the long vibrator caused the anal plug to vibrate. Exquiste.

Sitting on the edge of orgasm allowed the flow of pleasure chemicals to course through my body until the desire to orgasm started to overwhelm my mind. The short vibrator touching the swollen clit put me over the razor edge I had danced upon.

After the orgasm hit, my pussy milked the long vibrator with a constant pulse. My anus quivering.

Breathing deep, I flipped on to my belly to recover in the sun.

Dreaming of a possible second round.

 


Please, hurry home.

M.
Orgasmic.  
The past 3 days I masturbated.
 
Leaning over the side of the bed with my legs spread wide open, my head and shoulders resting on the bed, my hands between my legs playing with my pussy and clitoris.
 
Lying on my back in the sun with clips on my nipples and vibrator in my ass, fingers at my clit.
 
As I lay prone on the bed with my hands between my legs, dildo in my pussy and vibrator at my clit – I came quickly thinking about your cock in my mouth.
 
Today, I plan to shower and stretch out on the bed-spread eagle. I’ll play with my nipples and place clips on my vulva to hold it open. I’ll drizzle lube on my pussy and with the lips open, massage it with a vibrator.  If I come quickly, I have time to consider a second round.
 
All very lovely and healthy – but not quite as good as taking care of my Master and my Master taking care of me.
 
I know you hate being told what to do. I am asking – please hurry home.
 
horny d. 

Hey Chica –no, Chika Kisada

chi·ca

CHēkə
noun:US informal
a girl or young woman (often as a form of address).
“you rock, chica!”

Black Loop Choker

Buffed leather and faux leather choker in black. Hoop hardware at face. Adjustable post-stud fastening. Silver-tone hardware. Tonal stitching. Approx. 14.25″ length. Leather, synthetic. Made in Japan.


Play collar was available on sale from Ssense.com ($159.00), but it looks like it’s sold out….There is a Fleet Ilya collar available though (click photo to purchase):


Embarrassed, Awed, Amazed or Pathetic?

dievca has mentioned that Master is traveling Europe for work, so she’s on her own for physical satisfaction. Master just expects to hear about the activity, he rarely limits or directs the activity.

So, what does a dievca call it when she squeaks in a quickie?  and it happens so fast that she has time to write a blog post afterward in amazement before heading into the shower and back to work.

OK, please note that dievca’s schedule has been brutal, it usually is during Spring. Sleep has been a little short and the time taken for pleasure – non-existent.

So, a vibrating anal plug, glass dildo, and clit vibrator worked magic in less than 30 seconds.

Maybe it was the anticipation of pleasure while gathering the toys that started the process, maybe it was thinking of Master and how He would like to watch. Maybe its just pathetic.

dievca doesn’t know and after feeling the hard orgasm, she doesn’t care.

Damn.


The weather of the day calls for conservative skies and a slight chance of grumpiness. (risqué)

Jet-lag.

Maybe. Not really. After falling into bed, getting up at 4:00 am is almost close to normal for me.

The trip was lovely. Catching up with old friends, having fantastic weather in London (uhh, no rain…really!), visiting old and new spaces. The flight home? meh~ Thank you for asking.

Master had family in town from afar. He was not available to take care of me.

So, I walked to work early in the rain (bike was in the shop) and came home to unpack.

dievca: Misty Rain 03/2017

Grey Weather, my Mother isn’t eating, Grumpy. Needing to Orgasm.

Text to Master and His reply: “Go ahead, d.”

“The good thing about masturbation is that you don’t have to get dressed up for it.” — Truman Capote

In a grey T-shirt which says, “Caffeine Fix” and black Victoria Secret Panties, the first orgasm involved:

Lube, fingers, a towel and 10 seconds. Blink and you would have missed it. Obviously it had been too long and very much-needed.

I fell into a doze afterward.

Waking up after the snooze, I decided to try again.

The second orgasm was going take a bit more work so it was time to gather my favorite two vibrators and Master’s ball gag.

Putting on Master’s gag made me feel mindful about Master and how he loves to see me drool.

I laid down on my belly and inserted the long vibrator into my pussy with a pulsing vibration.  Raising my ass in the air slightly, I took the small vibrator and turned it up to a power steady rate and placed it on my clit. Closing my legs together, I pressed and thrust lightly onto the vibrators, the setting was as much as I could handle without falling into orgasm immediately.

Dancing on the edge of orgasm, I sucked on the ball gag like it was Master’s cock, drool dripping on to the towel underneath my body.

And went over the edge.

5 minutes later, I was up and cleaning the toys — with thoughts of getting things done.

My suitcase looked at me, but I needed to ice my foot. While icing, I decided to write about my orgasms – hoping to inspire someone with the sharing.

And as this post was developing, I was still horny and felt that a third orgasm was within reach.  I removed the ice from my foot and collected the clean vibrators and added an anal plug to the mix. The pussy vibrator causes the anal plug to vibrate, too — creating a delightFULL feeling.

Spreadeagled on the bed, I let the pussy vibrator press on the anal plug then played with my clit by hand and small vibrator.  The strongest setting with light touches teased me into feeling like I was going to squirt, but the towel was there to catch any fluids.

Nothing close to coming, but a feeling of contentment for about 3 minutes until I placed the vibrator more fully on my clit. With my hips gyrating and the feeling of squirting upon me, I orgasmed a 3rd time and squirted a little in the process.

Lounging on the bed, but realizing that time was really pressing, I needed to clean-up the toys, unpack and get back to my work items.

But, it was lovely to have multiple orgasms and share them with you.

XO


You might want to try it~

Icicles Gold Elegant Bulb Glass Tailed Butt Plug

(Icicles Gold Glass Butt Plug with Tail)

Master hasn’t really been a Dom interested in orgasm denial.  dievca thinks it has something to do with her capabilities to offer multiple orgasms and being able to orgasm on command.  He knows that he has control, already.

So when He and dievca are separated for any length of time, dievca will ask for permission to take care of  herself and permission is granted easily.  This time, Master added a suggestion, “dievca, try masturbating with an anal plug inserted.”

Umm, can dievca just say, “Wow!”

dievca is clearing though her “drafts” (100+) and this was from a long time ago.  dievca has since taken Master’s advice on multiple occasions. May she suggest His suggestion for you?

It’s always good to share something pleasurable. XO


When you can’t get it to stay turned off…

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A little too much water in the shower caused a problem.
The damn thing kept turning back on.
There isn’t a removable battery.
And, No, the glue isn’t there to close anything for periods.


masturbation for Master (a psuedo dievca disaster)

I couldn’t reach my toes. It wasn’t good.  Looking at my pussy was non-existent.
My focus was on walking without pain, 1st.
2nd, keeping the re-alignment,
3rd, creating free movement.

I got there.  It took a couple of weeks and slow movements and PT. But, I got there.

You came by to visit and check-on Your submissive and I wasn’t functioning well, but I was on the mend.

Well enough to ask for 3 minutes to change when You asked Your submissive to masturbate for Your pleasure.

Slicked back curls, red lipstick and…..
sex-and-the-city-shaving-legsOh, my – desperate Dear, I was someone who forgot she hadn’t been waxed for Master in 3+ weeks. I’m not Asian.

No time to find stockings.

Didn’t matter. Pride went out the window. Master was waiting.

I set the box of toys on Your right. You told me to choose.

Then You signaled for me to kneel and say my offerings, pulling the bra down to expose my nipples when I offered you my breasts. Pulling the panties aside to see how wet I was when I offered my pussy ~

I was more than ready for You to watch me masturbate when You told me to sit on the coffee table in front of You.

Holding Your eyes, with the Kimono draped around me, I opened my legs and placed one of the vibrators on top of the panties at my clit. Rubbing it lovingly and touching a nipple, I came.

With Your permission, I moved to the sofa and lay down spread open for Your view. I moved my panties to the side and inserted a vibrator and moved on it like Your Cock. You told me to remove my panties and You pulled Your Cock out of your pants and told me to do it again with Your Cock in my mouth.

Then You told me focus on Your Cock while Your fingers came down to play with my pussy, while pinching a nipple. After orgasming a couple of times, You told me to Present and came into me from behind while I leaned on the sofa.

It wasn’t the best position for either of us, so You turned me and pressed for me to kneel and suck Your Cock. After a time You orgasmed and I worked to swallow every bit of cum at Your command.

Cock Worship

As my mouth left, You came a second time.
Beautiful white beads of semen seeping from the tip.

I got up to bring You a warm washcloth to gently clean Your Cock and then we relaxed on the sofa, belly to belly – my nose nestled into Your chest. I was exhausted.

My body? Happy and in relatively good condition, except for those hairy legs and pussy.

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Kudos to the Hairy Legs Club, but its not for dievca…

After two more PT sessions, I was able to move well enough to get my legs and pussy waxed.
For swimming, for feeling lighter and cleaner, but most importantly for my Master.

I realized that part of my protocol and pride is presenting for Master as the best submissive I can be. Yes, Life gets in the way – my attempts at perfection and Master’s appreciation are not necessary, but the process and consistency is satisfying in itself.

BTW, my legs look much better waxed amongst other things…


Life

My day off.

We agreed we needed different things at the moment. Master wasn’t planning to come over to have a meal, to talk or D/s.  So, I didn’t expect Him.

new-york-usa-manhattan-city-morning-dawn-skyscrapers-buildings_2560x1600In having the day scheduled for myself; no work, no obligations, no Dominant…I slept in fully and awoke to a beautiful sunny day.

coffeeWandered out to make coffee, read some blogs, talked to a friend in Europe, stripped and remade the bed, took a shower and felt horny.

With the drapes pulled open and the sun cascading in – stretching out on clean sheets would be amazing, but I would use a towel to catch any fluids.

What was I feeling?
Hood, cock gag, mini-clothes pins, anal plug, two vibrators.

Disguise Open Mouth Hood with Padded Blindfold Penis Gag glitter clothes pins Glass Anal Plug

Iroha Fit Mika Yellow

JimmyJane Form2

First to go in was the anal plug – so I could see what I was doing and wash my hands, thoroughly. Then, I put the hood and gag on.

Spread out on the bed, open to the eyes of NYC, I played with my nipples and placed a mini-clip on each.

clothespinUsing lube to generate more wetness below, I inserted the yellow vibrator into my pussy. The motion tickled the anal plug caused me to become wetter and when I touched the second vibrator to my clit it took no time for me to orgasm violently enough to shoot the anal plug out.

I lay in the sun, absorbing its warmth until I decided that I would try to orgasm a second time, later in the day.

Tan Legs in Bed

italian-plumsToys, plug and gag cleaned up. I wrapped the towel around my naked body to wander the apartment. More coffee, text messages, phone calls, toes wiggling in the sun, a couple of really ripe Italian plums.

On the way to the bathroom to rinse off the plum juice, the bed was still bathed in sunlight, completely inviting.

All the items drying in the bathroom were ready to be used again.

anal-plug-in-bedRe-inserting the anal plug was easier because I was open. No hood, or mini-clips. Wet, I knelt and spread into my presentation position. Inserting the long vibrator into my pussy, I shorted the circuit signals to my brain, fluttering between anal sex and doggy style. Orgasming the second time was fast and violent as the first.

grohe-ondus-thermostatic-shower-mixerToys and plug cleaned, a second rinse in the shower, lotion and robe wrapped around me, I received a text from Master. “I’m coming over.”

Which made me wet a third time.

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For Master, I will wait kneeling in the nude at the door.
I will offering Him my breasts, pussy and ass in our ritual for shifting to D/s.
I won’t put a towel down on the bed — just the fresh sheets, open arms and whatever He wants me to do.

We may not always see eye to eye on Life. But in D/s and sex – we always come back together and share fully.


So you bought the “We-Vibe”… it is a Dystopian Moment.

For a young Person, the greatest privacy risk that came with masturbation was your Mom or Dad walking in on you while you were getting busy with yourself. That brief embarrassment is nothing compared to the “We-Vibe” which collects your masturbatory habits and sends the data back to manufacturers.

Desire

Fusion reports that the risk lies within the We-Vibe 4 Plus, a couples’ vibrator that connects to a smartphone app, enabling your partner to control the vibrator remotely — a tool that’s particularly useful if you’re in a long-distance relationship. But that’s precisely what opens you up to the greatest security risk.

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August 4-7th 2016, at the DEF CON hacker conference, two security researchers presented on the sex toy’s data-collection capabilities. It turns out, the manufacturer — Standard Innovations Corporation — is informed when you change the vibration level and also gets a read of the toy’s temperature every minute it’s in use. (The company’s privacy policy does not disclose this.)

The president of Standard Innovations Corporation, Frank Ferrari, released a statement explaining that “We-Vibe collects data on the use of its products in terms of vibration intensity and mode for market research purposes so that we can better understand what settings and levels of intensity are most enjoyed.”

Now, if you’d like to continue using a We-Vibe vibrator without sharing your orgasm preferences, you can do so with your device in airplane mode – but doesn’t that kill the long-distance vibe?

Or maybe you prefer to be an Exhibitionist….then its all good!

http://www.we-vibe.com

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A Squirt~

Water SplashOh, how absolutely delightful!

I knew I could do, by you.
Now I know I can do, by me, too.

Intense, on edge and raw.

If the feelings remind me of you.
Trained response serves me, too.

Oh, how absolutely delightful!

(and how messy)


Pavlov’s Response?

Master left for a month+ travel, business and family.
Prior activities to Him leaving included fabulous shower sex –
which ended intensely and safely….more on that later.
And while Master is gone, He gave His dievca directions to take good care of herself.
That includes self-love:

Cosmo Magazine Self Love

Graphic: Cosmopolitan Magazine

Since dievca is trying to catch up with her work and Life…time is short.
But, a solo moment, even a quickie, makes the day move along more easily.

One of Master’s favorite young Artists sang about dievca’s midday moment… the song is not exactly about solo sex, but the first line mentions it as a part of the protagonist’s routine —
Oh what an ordinary day. Take out the garbage, masturbate.”

VIDEO: St. Vincent – Birth in Reverse

Sometimes a dievca’s got to do what a dievca’s got to do.

The funny thing is that dievca can get herself completely into the moment, riding that edge of orgasm. But, if she needs to move over the top quickly –
all it takes is thinking about Master’s Cock in her mouth …
voilà… strong, hard, Orgasm!

It’s uncanny.

Pavlov’s response?

Perhaps.


Watching

Christian Coigny Bum Yes, there is pleasure – but it’s always so much better when you are watching.

Photo: Christian Coigny

Spotlight

Shit!, I have a full day.  If I am this crabby — how am I going to get through it?

I open up the bedroom window for some air and decide to masturbate. Getting the chemicals flowing through my body might help.

Spotlight

Gathering my favorite vibrators, lube and clothespins, I spread my body out on the white sheets.  The open window affords a view of construction and a safety light which shines directly on my body, highlighting my nipples and pussy. 

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A spotlight. My spotlight. My turn to be the focus of all eyes and perform.

I spread lube on my pussy and opened my legs up to accept the long vibrator.  My nipples jut up proudly in the light, they deserve the touch and pinch of clothespins.  My clit receives the gentle vibrations of the two-pronged vibrator. Spread for my audience,  I bring myself to the edge and realize that I don’t want the performance to end.

Flipping onto my belly and sticking my ass in the air – my buttocks are highlighted in the spotlight.  Bed pressing lightly upon the clothespins, hips gyrating.  I change the cadence of the vibrators to pulsing.  Riding the line of orgasm with my ass dancing as long as I can, I change the cadence on the clit vibrator to long and smooth. It pulls me over the top.

Exhausted and exhilarated I fall forward fully on to my belly, immediately lifting back up to get the clothespins off my breasts. Painful.

Was my Master with me in my mind? Yes, in the background. Watching and controlling the spotlight.

Feeling more positive about the day, I clean up and wander out to the kitchen to make coffee. Daydreaming of when Master would be home.

Coffee in the nudeTop photo: by dievca
Middle photo: of Marley Brinx
Bottom photo: by Christian Coigny

Back to Basics: You are right.

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You mentioned that I am getting creative with my vibrators when I am masturbating, almost too intricate in their usage. I didn’t really think about it until You laughingly said something…

Some of our best orgasms come when You are inside me and You command, “Touch yourself.”
I guess Your voice and my fingers are magic together.

I am going to take Your gentle teasing and Your hints and get back to basics.

You are right. My elegant hands are simple and the best.
And Your voice in my mind will do the rest.
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photos: stockyourselfout.com

You have been masturbating~

Gustav Klimt (1916)

Gustav Klimt (1916)

Ball Gag Eyedievca – show up at 7:00 pm, bring the yellow banana vibrator, the little pink vibrator and your mini-clothespins. Wear an anal plug and lingerie that you can move in. After dressing, you will serve me a drink on your knees, say your confirmations of ownership then be collared, gagged and put on your lead.  You will only be allowed on the floor and you will perform for Me at My direction.

Iroha Fit Mika Yellow

Iroha Fit Mika Yellow

JimmyJane Form2

JimmyJane Form 2

Clothespins

Clothespins

Hartman Rose Silver Leather Collar

Hartman Rose Collar

All Chain Lead

Chain Lead

Silver with Clear Crystal butt plug

Anal Plug

New-Sexy-40mm-Leather-Harness-Mouth-Soft-Solid-font-b-Rubber-b-font-Red-Gag-Ball

Ball Gag

Blush Chemise Black

Blush Chemise, Wolford Stockings, Manolo Blahnik Heels

7:00 pm dievca arrives at Master’s apartment
7:05 pm dievca kneels to Master and is stroked to bring down the tension of the day
7:09 pm dievca changes into her presentation outfit
7:17 pm dievca places the vibrators, lube and mini-clothespins on the floor by Master
7:19 pm dievca serves her Master a Whisky-on-the-Rocks on her knees
7:20 pm dievca offers herself to Master, “Master I offer you…”
7:22 pm Master places His Collar on dievca
7:23 pm Master buckles the ball gag across dievca’s mouth
7:24 pm Master clips the chain lead on to the Collar and leads His slut on her knees to the base of the sofa where He clips the lead to the leg and says, “Sit”.
7:25 pm Master moves across the room to His chair, reads on His iPad, ignoring dievca
7:35 pm Master doesn’t look at dievca, but starts to make comments to her
7:36 pm dievca tries to answer, but her voice is garbled and she starts to drool.
7:37 pm Master looks up and says “Are we having trouble? Kneel facing me.”

dievca crawls on her hands and knees as far as the lead will allow her to travel and kneels before Master. Master hands her the box of mini-clothespins, vibrator, lube and says, “You have been masturbating quite a bit without me, show me how you use the mini-clips on your body.”

dievca opens the box and takes out 8 mini-clips. she spreads her legs open in her kneeling position and places two clips on each side of her labia majora. she pulls down the top of the chemise to free and frame her breasts then places one mini-clip on the base of each nipple – low towards her breast. Two clips are placed to the side.

“Why don’t you use those clips, dievca?” dievca tries to speak, but the gag and drool makes the answer garbled. “I’ll wait to see what you do with the extra clips, dievca. What is your next step when you masturbate My whore?”

dievca opens up the lube bottle and pours a lube on her fingers. she then uses the clips on the each side of her pussy to open it wide, so she can lube up properly. “Orgasm for me, My slut, use your fingers” dievca keeps the pussy open with the clothespins and plays with Master’s clit until she orgasms for Master.”

Master walks out of the room and goes to the bathroom. He returns with a towel and detaches the lead from the sofa to pull dievca closer to His chair. He attaches the lead to His armchair and sits down to take a sip of His whiskey. “Slut, lay down on that towel and spread your legs.” dievca mumbles “Yes, Master” into the gag and lays down on her back, legs spread open to Master’s view. Master stands up to look at dievca spread out, hands her the two vibrators, the lube and mini-clips she left behind.

“Show me how you masturbate without me.”

dievca takes the two extra mini-clips and places one each on the tip of her nipples. she drizzles lube along Master’s pussy, allows it to drip and turns on the yellow vibrator. Using the clips, she opens up herself up with her left hand and rubs the tip of the vibrator along her vulva, when it is wet she inserts it in to her pussy where it stays. dievca turns on the pink vibrator and begins to play with Master’s swollen clit. The pink vibrator is set to a rhythm and dievca begins to squeeze her pussy along with the cadence — which causes the yellow vibrator to fall out, so dievca grabs it again and begins to fuck herself with the yellow vibrator continuing to play with her clit using the pink vibrator. Hips gyrating, ass squeezing and pleasure/pain from the mini-clips pushes dievca to cum — hard enough so the gag cannot hold back the animal noises dievca is making.

Master is not satisfied.
“You have to do it, again, slut. You didn’t look me in the eyes the whole time.”

The clothespins are creating pain that sharpens and dievca moans into the gag.  Master asks dievca, “Are we having a problem whore?” and dievca shakes her head to say,  “No.”

“Good. masturbate for me, again.”

dievca makes eye contact with Master and uses the yellow vibrator tip to play with the tip of her clit. she turns it on to a higher setting and rubs the full length of the banana along her spread pussy. Still watching Master, dievca returns the yellow vibrator deep inside of her, squeezing her legs together. dievca begins to tap the engorged clit with her fingers and flick the mini-clips at her breasts for a nip of pain. Staring at Master, dievca rides the edge of orgasm — trying again and again to go over. Nothing.

dievca removes a mini-clip from one nipple tip and attaches it to her swollen clit. Placing the pink vibrator on the pinched clit for a surge of pain/pleasure, holding Master’s eyes, dievca feels herself squirt immediately as she orgasms violently and screams.

Almost passed out, dievca fumbles to remove all the clips and breathes heavily in relief.

“Painful, My Slut? We are not done. But, rest for the moment.”

dievca turns the vibrators off and places them on the towel, closes her legs and her eyes, calming her heart.

After awhile, dievca feels a tug on the lead and meets Master’s eyes. “Crawl with me to the bedroom.”

Master stands by the bed with His pants undone holding on to the yellow vibrator. He leans over dievca and taps the anal plug to make sure it is still lodged well, then unbuckles the ball gag. “You are allowed up on the bed to Worship Me. Lie on your back and drop you head back off the edge of the bed.”

dievca flexes her freed jaw as she crawls on to the bed and turns over. Hanging her head off the side of the bed, she opens her mouth to receive Master’s Cock. As she begins to suck and lick His Cock, Master turns on the yellow vibrator and places it on the sensitive clit. dievca starts squirming and Master slaps her pussy and says, “Focus”. dievca focuses fully on sucking Master’s Cock, licking His length, playing with the slit with her tongue, taking His cock deep into her throat, making it larger and harder until Master grabs her head and starts to face fuck her rapidly. Cum squirts out of Master’s Cock as He pulls out to spray dievca’s face and chest.

Lifting dievca’s head, Master turns dievca sideways and says, “Get off the bed to kneel on the bathroom floor with your face down and ass in the air.” dievca moves into place and Master pushes the yellow vibrator deep into His Pussy and begins to tap and twist the anal plug. “Orgasm for me one more time, Whore.” and dievca does just that before sliding forward into a puddle on the bathroom floor.

Gag whore

Master watches dievca for a moment then lies on the bathroom floor to curl around her, strokes her hair and says, “That’s My Good Girl”.


stopgap

alexwang-opstop·gap

ˈstäpˌɡap/
noun
 
  1. a temporary way of dealing with a problem or satisfying a need.
    “masturbation is only a stopgap until Master’s more sophisticated alternative is available”
    (The simple thought of dievca rubbing herself on Master’s thigh puts dievca over the edge.)
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