dievca wasn’t this bad, but~

Posted: January 8, 2023 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Disasters, submissive | Tags: Alcoholic Drink, BDSM, D/s, dievca, Early Bird, exhausted, Humor, Life, party pooper, retro, tired | Leave a comment

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she hasn’t gone out much and she rides her bike to work at 5:40 am — that makes her useless around 11 pm.
Add alcohol? Yeah, the eyelids want to shut. XO

Laying Low

Posted: December 18, 2022 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Home and Garden | Tags: BDSM, D/s, dievca, exhaustion, football, Life, Soccer, Sunday, tired, World Cup 2022 | Leave a comment

Apparently dievca is out of practice with Partying. The season is taking its toll. she is going to ‘Lay Low’ and watch the World Cup — anyone else doing the same thing?

Where are you?

Posted: October 25, 2022 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Musings, submissive | Tags: awareness, BDSM, D/s, dievca, Life, mental health, Relationships, review, tired | Leave a comment

You are here

Its been a long day~

Many things to be done, not a lot of sleep, tired to the bone. But nothing a little aspirin and water can’t fix. Hence the late post.

dievca heard a funny thing from a friend today, “Maybe its not you – maybe its the other party.”
Whoa! What?
This Catholic girl was always taught to accept that any inter-personal problem was her fault. she doesn’t really ever look around to see if the 2nd or 3rd Party might be causing the concern.

This new concept has caused her to lose her place in space.

dievca is going to cook on it and determine if her friend is right. It might help dievca find her way back home.

Photo: found on the “Kinky World of Vile” Blog

A moment with New Jersey

Posted: June 5, 2022 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Entertainment, Home and Garden | Tags: dievca, disco, fun, Gloria Gaynor, Life, New Jersey, practical, Shopping, tired, Wal-Mart, weekend, work | Leave a comment

dievca runs to New Jersey every couple of months to hit Wal-Mart for staples (toilet paper, paper towels, etc.) Her early morning trip is taking place after a long weekend of work – she survived.

To celebrate her time heading to NJ (and dealing with crazy drivers) plus surviving work, dievca invites you to join her with Jersey Girl, Gloria Gayner (Newark, NJ) in singing a fabulous disco-era anthem.

Good Morning! XO

Wiped Out

Posted: June 1, 2022 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Body Type, submissive | Tags: 1940's, BDSM, booster shot, COVID-19, d-s, dievca, exhaustion, Life, Master, sleep, tired, vintage photo | Leave a comment

Master warned His dievca — she listened, but now she needs to crawl into bed.

The 2nd Booster

dievca wanted it before traveling to Europe.

Sleep.

Photo: Movie Still from Otte Akkorder (1944) a Danish film.

Good Morning!?!?!

Posted: January 24, 2022 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Entertainment, Home and Garden | Tags: BDSM, coffee, D/s, dievca, Humor, Life, Monday, Morning, overwhelmed, reality, tired | Leave a comment

Overwhelmed and coffee
Do you know where you’re going to?
Do you like the things that life is showin’ you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?

Do you get what you’re hopin’ for
When you look behind you, there’s no open doors
What are you hopin’ for?
Do you know?

(I think dievca may need to lay off the coffee – a bit)

A grueling week has ended.

Posted: April 16, 2021 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Entertainment, submissive | Tags: BDSM, D/s, dievca, exhaustion, Sexy, sleep, Submission, tired, work | Leave a comment

Green-eyed Monster

Posted: December 8, 2017 | Author: dievca | Filed under: Accessories, Clothing, Discussion, Poetry | Tags: BDSM, Complaining, D/s, dievca, fashion, jealousy, Life, NYC, retail therapy, Shakespeare, Shopping, submissive, tired, travel, whinging | 5 Comments

The Merchant of Venice, 1596:

Portia:
How all the other passions fleet to air,
As doubtful thoughts, and rash-embraced despair,
And shuddering fear, and green-eyed jealousy! O love,
Be moderate; allay thy ecstasy,
In measure rein thy joy; scant this excess.
I feel too much thy blessing: make it less,
For fear I surfeit.

Othello, 1604,

Iago:
O, beware, my lord, of jealousy;
It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock
The meat it feeds on; that cuckold lives in bliss
Who, certain of his fate, loves not his wronger;
But, O, what damned minutes tells he o’er
Who dotes, yet doubts, suspects, yet strongly loves!

dievca is tired and jealous. Jealousy is not as glamorous as Shakespeare’s writing~

The guilt arrives as she feels she has no right to be jealous.

Wait! It’s not jealousy…it’s envy. Green with envy~

dievca should be happy about other people’s good fortune, right?

The people around her travel to Miami, Maine, Cape Cod, California, Copenhagen, Belize, Argentina, Philadelphia, Switzerland, Vietnam, Montreal, Colorado, Scotland, Iceland, Cuba for pleasure trips…

dievca’s last three trips were for family and taking care of their needs or working 13 hour days for two weeks. The next trip will be back to her Parents, again. It’s not relaxing. And dievca gets this: “It’s so much easier when you are around, when are you coming back?” or “I’m only going to be around so long.” or “Can you eBay the two exercise machines for me? I know that X,Y,Z is nowhere near NY, but you eBay and I don’t” — how should dievca feel?

Note: dievca tries to make sure she does something she likes during those trips, plus she tries to remember that the trips are for people she loves….but a weekend getaway, a college football game, a stop at the beach purely for herself wouldn’t go amiss.

dievca just cannot bring herself to do it…and that is her fault.

Just let her whinge, ok? The clothes coming up are worth it.

Remember those people who were traveling for fun? dievca gets a bit resentful when those same people come home and complain about how they are behind on work or their bodies aren’t working well because they missed yoga…really, dievca’s heart is bleeding for you – having five days off was tough.

They could have brought her a bottle of wine or a little gift, right?

she (dievca) is a shitty person, huh?
she is really tired and cranky…

Vintage Pin Up Fred Rodewald Green Raincoat

Look how sexy the pin-up is in green –
If dievca can’t travel, maybe a little green Retail Therapy would help easy her jealousy~

NEW YORK, NY – DECEMBER 07: Rita Ora seen on the streets of Manhattan on December 7, 2016 in New York City. (Photo by James Devaney/GC Images) Coat by Emilio Pucci